i love this weather, i love it being chilly and sunny outside and i love how it smells. i love wearing sweaters and being cozy indoors while its windy outside. i love breaks from school, when i can sleep in till 2 in the afternoon and watch movies in my pajamas and eat junk food and not have to worry about anything, even if it's only for a day. i love eating, and i don't care if i get fat. i love the feeling of being 16 and having my entire life left to live. i love having my future and not being scared of whats going to happen. i love not knowing what i want to do with my life, and at the same time, knowing i can achieve anything i want to. i love being young and going out to the movies and holding hands. i love being in like. i love dressing up and putting on makeup and knowing i look adorable. i love being innocent and i love being smart enough not to drink or do drugs. i love going to school and learning about history and physics and math and spanish and computer science and english, as well as about life and about people. i love not knowing exactly who i am, and being in the process of figuring out who i want to be. i love dancing even though i'm not good at it. i love singing even though i don't have a good voice. i love driving around in my loser-cruiser and listening to 80s music with my sister. i love meeting new people and just clicking with someone. i love discovering who people are, and that no two people are the same. i love knowing that there are no ordinary people. i love each and every one my friends, and i love that i can be myself around them. i love being able to pick up the phone and call someone when i need to talk. i love to give advice and make people laugh. i love corny jokes and reading a good book. i love when a book or a movie makes me cry. i love laughing until my stomach hurts. i love that i have finally accepted that i can't be the best at everything, and i love trying my hardest anyway. i love that the biggest problem in my life right now is that i might have a B in precal this semester. i love my family, and i love that it's nowhere close to perfect. i love my crazy sister, and her funny stories and moodiness. i love her sense of humor and her talent for writing. i love how sensitive she is and that after watching Hotel Rwanda she couldn't sleep for a week. i love my mom and how much she loves me and i am so grateful for everything she has done for me. She is truly my hero. i love my dad and how much hope he has for me and how high his expectations are for me and how when i wore an open dress he made me pull my jacket tightly around me. i love when i make my parents proud and i love that they trust me. i love sitting around with my friends and talking about life and boys and our problems and our dreams. i love when people make the effort to get to know me. i love when my favorite song comes on the radio. i love not rushing and appreciating where i am in life. i love that i can dream about the future, and that my dreams will come true. I love my heritage and how it has shaped me. I love that i have so many opportunities and freedoms that so many people don't have. I love being myself - insecure, intelligent, educated, bossy, cheerful, cute, annoying, funny, materialistic, moral, strong, and completely imperfect. and i love that i have accepted that no one is perfect, and that perfection doesn't mean happiness. i love that today, i am probably the happiest person in the world, for these reasons, and probably a million more.

when i was 13, i wrote a list of what my goals were in life. and i really love how they are still the same because that means that deep down i will never change who i am.
1. To be a good person, trustworthy, kind person
2. To be beautiful, on both the inside and the outside
3. To have true friends
4. To explore the world
5. To make a difference and change the world
6. To be happy, with myself, and with what i have




sometime this week, every person needs to think about how much they have to be grateful for.
<3 SaRa

ok so. everyone and their mom has a myspace. except me. but i don't want one because... i don't know it's not my thing. but i like the part where people write about themselves. so i'm going to write about myself. even though i don't know what to say and i'm really bad at that sort of thing. here goes nothing..

 

hi, i'm Sara.

i think i have multiple personalities. seriously, i'm different around every group of people i'm with, but i dont try to be.

i love who i am when i'm with my best friends.

i really care about school and i think your choices now will affect your entire life. anyone who blows off school and homework is just stupid and ignorant.

 look up procrastinator in the dictionary and my picture will be there.

 i am a liberal. deal with it.

 i'm strongly opinionated.

my favorite thing is when you have a cool moment with someone you've never really talked to before.

the worst thing is when you're friends with someone and then the next year they're strangers.

 i'm pretty much always happy and it takes a lot to keep me down. 

my goal is to one day tell off the big annoying girls who tell off everyone and run and scream and block the entire freaking hallway.

i care too much about appearance.

i have set hundreds of goals for myself. its the best feeling in the world when you accomplish them.

i am prone to whining.

my fears are dying without accomplishing my goals, depending on others, and being left behind

i think i'm smart and it bothers me when someone thinks they're smarter than me. or if i think they're smarter than me.

i hate fake people. and fake people who say they hate fake people. and people who lie. and people who cheat. and people who want attention.

i hold grudges.

i really really really hate it when someone is only friendly when it suits them.

i like pop music and the back street boys. and i always will.

my favorite thing is making other people smile.

i think everyone is interesting.

i love being persian and i love my family.

i believe i judge others too quickly and i should stop.

i need more self-confidence. and i have enough sense to admit it.

what i love to do is read a good book or watch a movie with my sister in our pjs.

i always end up planning everything when my friends want to go out.

drinking and drugs are stupid.

my goals in life are: to explore the world, have true friends, be happy, fall in love, have a family, be independent, have a successful career, write a book, and be remembered. 

i don't fit in easily and in a way i'm glad.

i really like my life so far and i think it is only getting better.

 

... theres tons more but what i wrote already took me about an hour. so thats a small part of me. everyone who reads this should write a few things about themselves because.. i said so. and i want to know more about all of yall.